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2002 year came. I got stronger. On Deruigina Cup I was allowed to win 2 finals. I was expecting for my time. Toma still won all-round of Ukrainian Nationals and I had to win only apparatus finals. I was still understanding that I'm 2nd.2002
Then Thias was coming,Before it, I had a running nose and I bought some nose drops in the pharmacy, but I didn't show them to Deruigina, unfortunately. I took them with me to Thias. There we had an awful judging. Belarus judge told ours - You are with us or against us. Our judge refused to judge under someone's pressure and we got very low scores. After the first final with rope...I think I was 4th in it even though
I did very clean.Albina Deruigina (Irina didn't come then) said that we must stop training and beging packing,but then I was asked to go on a doping control. I was confident, I had no idea that there was something in my nose drops.
I had to fill a little glass, but I sat there for 2 hours before I managed to do it.Then
,in June we knew that I had doping Albina quickly signed the paper that I got 2-months suspension from Ukrainian Federation.
After the dopping scandal Deruigins put me and Toma in group. Toma took it fine, but I was dissapointed. Why can't they allow me to rest normally? I had to do balls/ropes and Toma did ribbons. Then 10 days before we set off to New Orleans, 1 group gymnast, Veronika Belayeva, started to behave abnormally,
so Deruigins (as a punishment) took her away from group and put me in ribbons! I didn't know the routine and had to learn it very quickly.We
won the gold!,we were really, really happy. We hoped to win a medal, but we didn't think judges will give us a gold
medal!
Europeans were again in Spain, in Granada. I liked the atmosphere really a lot. Everybody was very
hospitable! In all-round I did all routines very dirty, except rope.I wasn't satisfied with me, I thought I didn't win a medal. I didn't know about a drop of Simona with hoop and mistakes of Gizikova with rope.
After Granada,We had another GP competition in Innsbruck and then we went to
Stuttgart.The Grand Prix in final in Stutgart was my cleanest competition of the year. I had some tiny mistakes only with rope, but then my confidess
grew and it was a good evening for me!
So that's how 2003 came...My best year so far. FIG added lots of difficulty for apparatus, it was again difficult to get used to the changes,but I knew that I could now be higher than Toma.We went to the competition to USA with Natasha. I confidently won it. We wanted to test how this new COP works. Albina made like a conference for USA coaches and made me show the elements for them...I think it was helpful for them, but I was very tired.I was expecting Deruigina Cup. I wondered which place I'd get...I had a good competition and I won. At first I thought it was just because Toma dropped her ball, but when I watched more carefully, I saw that all my scores were higher than Toma's.She wasn't particularly nice to me on the podium and didn't shake my hand. Well, I'm used to her character.The Europeans were very early this year, in Riesa. I was surprised by the results, really! I won 3 gold medals, same as Stuttgart and again sama as Stuttgart I was 2nd on ball.then in Corbeil I was 2nd after Ira. I won ribbon World Cup. On Sunday during my ribbon routine my stick fall away from the ribbon and I left the carpet. Deruigins told me it was a kind of black magic, but that was quite funny of them to
tell..I won Ukrainian Nationals, while Toma won Ukrainian Games...so we shared. I didn't compete in the finals, Natasha won everything.
Now I'm looking forward to the World Championships in Budapest and I hope my coaches will be satisfied with me there...and there I will receive my World Champion 2001 title for team and also bronze for all-round as well as medals from the
finals.

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